I AM a happy girl
Profile Chang MU-CHEN, 131191 I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT. — Tagboard Exits Huiqin Sengie Nikki SiHui Pamela Chevy Formspring Hope Initiation Archives November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, January 31, 2010 HOCKEY :D Love hockey to the max.. i think i got improve. so i am happy.:D thats for today. bye~ Saturday, January 30, 2010 please save me. i think my cds gone case liao.. today music was not hard but i was so nervous that i cant remember anything..its all becos of the timing on the screen..the timing was too small for my eyes lah.. then my role play also like not really prepare lor..hais..just go with the wind lor.. hope nothing goes wrong on the actual day.. WISH ME LUCK~ Friday, January 29, 2010 I think i... I think i should give up on everything. romance, fun outing, tv shows and dramas. I think i will concentrate on my studies. I think i will concentrate on my violin. I think i will concentrate on my hockey. I think i will concentrate on my school,music and sports. So after the holiday my life will be- schoolmusicsportsschoolmusicsports.....non-stop. I think violin and hockey are the only thing that make me feel happy or should i say its the ony thing that make me feel like my real self and the only way my soul can find a place to stand in this world. only music can make feel the happiness in this world. only sports can make me laugh like nobody business. only these two things can make me feel complete. Tuesday, January 26, 2010 Guess everything is back to normal. guess everything is gonna end and everything will be back to normal soon. But exams and project dead lines are coming up. AHHHH!! teachers please stop torturing the students!! please give them some time to breath. Monday, January 25, 2010 Didnt turn out the right way. wanted to say it out during lunch. But there is no chance. By the time you read this post. I think you have know all the problem. So i guess its the end? I dont know. I tried. This morning wasnt quite right. But as the time goes by, I think its getting better. I dont know. But i am not gonna care anymore. Because at least i said what i have got to say. Now the decision lies in you. I am going to say for the last time: I am sorry for being so immature. But i really didnt know what to do at that time. And the only thought that come to my mind is to run away from it. So this is how this thing started. Sunday, January 24, 2010 I am also tired. i admit that i am in the wrong in the first place. But i am not totally in the wrong. So dont just push all the blame to me. Anyway i shall talk everything out tmr and not blog here. i got no mood to do that. i am tired. Lets talk tmr. hope you can also say everything out. Saturday, January 23, 2010 Didnt i take the first step? I took the first step by blogging it. So am i not the one who took the first step? so didnt i at least try! I tried to talk to you. I am not saying that you cant go with your friend for lunch. But you just "abandon" us for 1 week. I wanted to tell you. But it is just too hard for me to say it out to you. I wanted to tell you during lunch time but u didnt give me any chance to say anything. I asked you to courts but you didnt come. I know you have to meet your friend. So how am i gonna to tell you? I am not going to say anymore. If not people will think that i am the nasty one who is bullying everyone! Friday, January 22, 2010 What should i do? Now please tell me what to do. I really dont get it,and so do you. here i am really trying to do something. But there you are avoiding us. I dont get it. If that is what you want just tell me i can fulfill your wish. So dont say i am not trying anything. Because you are no way better than me. You choose to shut me out.Then blog is the only way i can tell you what i am thinking and what i want to say. And please dont make it as if all the blame is on me or i cause all this thing to happen. Because it takes two hands to clap! Thursday, January 21, 2010 is that really what you mean? I dont know if you are referring to me. But let me tell you what i am really thinking or why i am behaving like this. You should know there is always a reason why certain people are behaving this way. Have you ever wonder if the cause of everything lies in you? I should not say all but some. I am just not prepare to tell you because i fear that i will lose control and shout at you. Do you get it? And have you wonder sometime what you do can hurt people? I dont think you know. Or even understand. I am saying it now is because i dont really wish to loose you as a friend. And i scared that once i say it out, thats it, the end of our friendship. But since you wrote it out,i guess you really mean it.(but i not sure if its abt me) Sometimes weal needs time to heal. When i tell you what really happen then you will know how much i am going through. because you go through before. i shall not say anymore. see what you have got to say. Wednesday, January 20, 2010 THE FLUORIDE HYPOTHESIS. FLUORIDE HYPOTHESIS is the new thing that i learn today. The America is a big country. (its like a DUH~)-huiqin. -to cut the long story short- In the 1950s the researchers found out that people living in places that have high contain of fluoride in water have lesser tooth decay problems. So the Americans make every single drops of water containing fluoride. Since then the case of tooth decay decrease drastically. So now all the water in the mineral water bottle have fluoride content. I BET NOT ALL OF YOU KNOW THIS FACT. that why our toothpaste contains fluoride! ANOTHER DAY!! After yesterday is today. It makes no different from yesterday. It is still the same. Or should i say its worst?? I don't know. Because i think you don't even know. I feel like i am an idiot. Here am i so paranoid about everything and there you are dont know anything. Yet you still provoke me!! I am just like an IDIOT!! Tuesday, January 19, 2010 Sometimes without you.. Sometimes without you around,i feel so happy. Sometimes without you in my sight i feel so relief. Sometimes without you in my world,i will be damn happy. do you even know the reason why? Monday, January 18, 2010 I cant take it anymore!! THIS IS JUST TO MUCH!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! WITH ALL THE THINGS HAPPENING.. I HATE IT!! WHY?WHY?WHY? CAN YOU STOP IT??STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE!! AND ALL YOUR SMALL ACTION!! IT IS NOT GOING TO HELP!!NOT EVEN A BIT!! SO NO POINT TRYING TO BE SOMETHING YOU ARE NOT!! I REALLY MEAN IT!! AND I MEAN STOP IT NOW!! DON'T YOU GET IT?? Sunday, January 17, 2010 Sadded:( after knowing the truth.. i feel like my heart has just been stabbed..and it is like bleeding profusely.. i am very sad.. never felt this way before.. WHY??WHY??WHY?? lots of why.. why must it be like this? why i am not...? .... No mood... Had supermarket tour ysterday.. go for only 30mins and thats it dismiss!! but its ok at least i learn something new.. forgot to wish buddy happy birthday..sorry.. haha..too much things going on..things did not turn out the way i wanna be..WHY? seriously i got no mood to do anything.. Saturday, January 16, 2010 Wrong conception! Milk VS Soft drinks (cola) Your mum will tell you not to consume so much soft drink. Because it will corrode your bones. As soft drink is acidic, it contains harmful chemical. But it is the wrong concept. As it is only half right! Yes. soft drinks like cola contains harmful chemical. But it does not corrode our bones. The reason is: Increased popularity of soft drinks such as cola in the diet displaces milk. This reduce the total calcium intake in the diet. And this has an adverse effect on bone health and increase chances of osteoporosis. So you can consume soft drink but in adequate amount. Friday, January 15, 2010 I am sick! i think i am sick..and i cant recover.. unless i get the right medication.. but there is only one medication for my new disease..everybody have different symptoms..but i think i will never get that medication i need..so now i need to wait for my body to mutate..so i can be cure with the new medicine..but i dont know where and when i will find my medicine.. this time i am really sick..:( looks different! do i look different?yup..thats right!! i just changed my blog skin.. haha..first time changing it.. Thursday, January 14, 2010 Finally finished my music reflection. but there is still one more that i need to do before thursday.. its the jap role play script..hais.. still not out of my grave.. Wednesday, January 13, 2010 New hockey stick:) had training today.. and i finally got my new stick.. i am so damn happy.. i think my stick it kind of cool.. i will post up the photo some day when i am freeer..haha. tmr is sihui's birthday..so i am here now,wishing you a happy advanced birthday..:Dmay your wishes come true..:D Tuesday, January 12, 2010 this special feeling:D This is the first time i am feeling this way.. i am really serious this time.. i think i wont regret on anything.. its just so perfect.. maybe this is for real.. who can tell me what is really happening?? i think i have a serious disease that can only cure by one medicine.. my face turns red when i see you. but i dont even notice it myself.. there is a lot of people out there.. but i just seem to notice you everytime.. Saturday, January 9, 2010 BURIED IN PROJECTS! i got a lot of deadline coming up.. and the i havent started on it.. i am really doomed..the music reflection is 1000 WORDS LONG!! i dont know how i am going to finish on time..deadline next tues.. and my com crashed i dont have a computer at home..hais..and i dont the music textbook with me le.. someone please kill me.. Thursday, January 7, 2010 STUNNED!! i pass all my subjects.. YEA~haha:D i didnt know i can also pass my bmic eh..haha.:D Tuesday, January 5, 2010 mirror images l segami rorrim i hate myself.. i hate to look at myself in the mirror.. why cant i be the unique one?? did you did it on purpose?? i dont understand..!? is it me who think to much?? or is it you who just dont get it?? this is somehow driving me nuts.. Monday, January 4, 2010 illusion nothing will come true.. not as happy as before.. all this are illusion.. the time have stop, its time to wake up from my sleep.. Friday, January 1, 2010 2010 first day of 2010..its somehow great in a way..:D but i dont know if happy things will carry on.. i will forget what happen in the past and look forward to this new year..haha..:D hope i can be happy everyday.. abd be a happy girl..:D good luck to me..
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay