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I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT.
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Friday, February 26, 2010

i am feeling sad and happy :( and :)

ok the title is contradicting.
it is so long since i blog.
ok firstly:i am finally free from exams.i hope
i can get promoted to year two. i dont wish to
take any supp paper this sem.because i took
it last sem le.once is enough.hahaha..bless me:D
secondly:my baby(hamster) died last night. i
am so sad that i actually cried.i didnt expect that
my hamster will die so fast.he just lie down there
motionlessly.he lie in the box that contain his food.
the sight of it is like he knew that he was dying and
find a coffin for himself..hais..:(
i was so sad that i didnt have the mood to study.
third:and because i didnt have the mood to study.
i sort of screwed my maths paper today.hais.:(
so thinking of my poor hamster i not mood to
blog anymore so shall blog tmr or soon.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Super great day.

After watching movie with pam, hq and handsome
we went to eat dessert. SUPER NICE!!
We order one from each page, except the last page.
HAHAHA. Then pam and huiqin was busy
helping us take tauhui..me and robin enjoying our
mango ice thingy.haha..so nice.
then we talk and laugh..haha..

Saturday, February 6, 2010

HAPPY :)

Going out soon.meeting "xuehai" and friends.
Watching movie later. The last movie i watched
was THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG.
Hope SIHUI and SAM can make it.

Am i too protective of myself?

Sometime i cant help but think that are you your real self?
Sometime i cant help but just stop talking because my mind spining.
Sometime i cant help but just feel sad.
Sometime i cant help but just not to smile.
Is this my fault?
Somtime i feel that no one undrstands me.
Sometime i feel that i dont really know you anymore.
Am i too paranoid?
Am i too sensitive?
What exactly happen to me?
Being so pessimistic is not what i usually do.
Or is it i care too much about the matter?
Sometime i just feel that the whole world is against me.
Sometime i just feel that i locked myself in a dark room.
Am i really too protective of myself?

Friday, February 5, 2010

Excited~

Yea~ :D
Tmr going out with coach and some others.
Dont know what are we watching for tmr.
Coach say for my sake he will come.HAHA..
HAPPY!and he is going to buy one mask for me.
haha..then i no longer will get hit in my face.

is it me who have changed?or m i thinking too much?

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW...

You will never know the feeling of being hit directly in the face for two times.
You will never know the feeling of knowing will it heal after sometime.
You will never know the feeling of being invisible to everyone in the world.
You will never know the feeling of finding someone who understand you.
You will never know the feeling of being alone in the dark.
You will never know the feeling of seeing a shooting star.
You will never know the feeling of being helpless and no one is there.
You will never know the feeling of when everything is over.
You will never know the feeling of being not notice by the people around you.
You will never know the feeling of being recognize by someone.
You will never know the feeling of being left out by the whole world.
All this feeling you will never know unless you have been through the way i did.
The feeling of fear is eating up my soul.
I don't know how long can i hang in there.
The feeling of relieve is always 1 second.
When can i truly feel the happiness that everyone is feeling?
Am i asking too much?
I don't know?

Thursday, February 4, 2010

THIS IS A UNFAIR WORLD

this is just so not fair.
why is it me?
everytime me?
i cant stand it.
i get frustrated.
i got hit in the face again.
right in my face.
the exact same place.
i hate it.
its now swollen and pain,
like what i had the last few months.
F***
why is my life like this?

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

HAIS~

I just screwed my BNF interview.
hais. Totally no mood to study for the
this subject for exam..hais..damn sad now.

MUSIC my LIFE \m/

Just finished lab test.
Hope everything is good.
later still got BNF interview.

There is one last music lecture.
sadded. Is not because i like to study.
But i like music. I never get never
get bored when studying music.
Been learning music from the age of 7.
Then start to learn the history of music
when i am at the age of 13.
Till now i am still learning. Going to start
diploma after holiday i guess.
By then i will have not much time to play le.
But i guess its ok. :D

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

太阳是自私的。

当太阳升上天时你就看不到闪闪发亮的星星。
星星不管在多么努力也没有人会看见它。
因为太阳发出的光实在太强了，谁也敌不过。
天黑了太阳回家了我们终于能看到星星了。
可是有几个人会真的去看它呢？
所以不管星星多么努力它还是一样不起眼。
你只会在沮丧时望着天空这时候的你才会发现他。
可是为什么要等到那时才发现呢？会不会太迟了?
你就好像是天上的太阳一直发光发热
而我就像挂在黑夜发不出亮的星星
永远无法像你一样。
太阳是自私的。

Enjoying:D

Will be going for training tmr.
Cant wait to see my twin terror!!
eventhough i saw her today.WAHAHAHAHA!!
There is always alot to talk.
We always gang up and bully others.
Then all of us will ended laughing real hard.
You cant imagine how fun and colourful mylife
when i am with them.You must experience it
yourself to know what i am really talking about.
Tmr have music cds. i am looking forward to it.
Its gonna be another exciting 2hr with bimbo soh.
WAHAHAHA:D its music making time!
That is all for today. i am off to bed~ zZZ

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

I AM a happy girl
Profile Chang MU-CHEN, 131191 I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT. — Tagboard Exits Huiqin Sengie Nikki SiHui Pamela Chevy Formspring Hope Initiation Archives November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, February 26, 2010 i am feeling sad and happy :( and :) ok the title is contradicting. it is so long since i blog. ok firstly:i am finally free from exams.i hope i can get promoted to year two. i dont wish to take any supp paper this sem.because i took it last sem le.once is enough.hahaha..bless me:D secondly:my baby(hamster) died last night. i am so sad that i actually cried.i didnt expect that my hamster will die so fast.he just lie down there motionlessly.he lie in the box that contain his food. the sight of it is like he knew that he was dying and find a coffin for himself..hais..:( i was so sad that i didnt have the mood to study. third:and because i didnt have the mood to study. i sort of screwed my maths paper today.hais.:( so thinking of my poor hamster i not mood to blog anymore so shall blog tmr or soon. Sunday, February 7, 2010 Super great day. After watching movie with pam, hq and handsome we went to eat dessert. SUPER NICE!! We order one from each page, except the last page. HAHAHA. Then pam and huiqin was busy helping us take tauhui..me and robin enjoying our mango ice thingy.haha..so nice. then we talk and laugh..haha.. Saturday, February 6, 2010 HAPPY :) Going out soon.meeting "xuehai" and friends. Watching movie later. The last movie i watched was THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG. Hope SIHUI and SAM can make it. Am i too protective of myself? Sometime i cant help but think that are you your real self? Sometime i cant help but just stop talking because my mind spining. Sometime i cant help but just feel sad. Sometime i cant help but just not to smile. Is this my fault? Somtime i feel that no one undrstands me. Sometime i feel that i dont really know you anymore. Am i too paranoid? Am i too sensitive? What exactly happen to me? Being so pessimistic is not what i usually do. Or is it i care too much about the matter? Sometime i just feel that the whole world is against me. Sometime i just feel that i locked myself in a dark room. Am i really too protective of myself? Friday, February 5, 2010 Excited~ Yea~ :D Tmr going out with coach and some others. Dont know what are we watching for tmr. Coach say for my sake he will come.HAHA.. HAPPY!and he is going to buy one mask for me. haha..then i no longer will get hit in my face. is it me who have changed?or m i thinking too much? YOU WILL NEVER KNOW... You will never know the feeling of being hit directly in the face for two times. You will never know the feeling of knowing will it heal after sometime. You will never know the feeling of being invisible to everyone in the world. You will never know the feeling of finding someone who understand you. You will never know the feeling of being alone in the dark. You will never know the feeling of seeing a shooting star. You will never know the feeling of being helpless and no one is there. You will never know the feeling of when everything is over. You will never know the feeling of being not notice by the people around you. You will never know the feeling of being recognize by someone. You will never know the feeling of being left out by the whole world. All this feeling you will never know unless you have been through the way i did. The feeling of fear is eating up my soul. I don't know how long can i hang in there. The feeling of relieve is always 1 second. When can i truly feel the happiness that everyone is feeling? Am i asking too much? I don't know? Thursday, February 4, 2010 THIS IS A UNFAIR WORLD this is just so not fair. why is it me? everytime me? i cant stand it. i get frustrated. i got hit in the face again. right in my face. the exact same place. i hate it. its now swollen and pain, like what i had the last few months. F* why is my life like this? Wednesday, February 3, 2010 HAIS~ I just screwed my BNF interview. hais. Totally no mood to study for the this subject for exam..hais..damn sad now. MUSIC my LIFE \m/ Just finished lab test. Hope everything is good. later still got BNF interview. There is one last music lecture. sadded. Is not because i like to study. But i like music. I never get never get bored when studying music. Been learning music from the age of 7. Then start to learn the history of music when i am at the age of 13. Till now i am still learning. Going to start diploma after holiday i guess. By then i will have not much time to play le. But i guess its ok. :D Tuesday, February 2, 2010 太阳是自私的。当太阳升上天时你就看不到闪闪发亮的星星。星星不管在多么努力也没有人会看见它。因为太阳发出的光实在太强了，谁也敌不过。天黑了太阳回家了我们终于能看到星星了。可是有几个人会真的去看它呢？所以不管星星多么努力它还是一样不起眼。你只会在沮丧时望着天空这时候的你才会发现他。可是为什么要等到那时才发现呢？会不会太迟了? 你就好像是天上的太阳一直发光发热而我就像挂在黑夜发不出亮的星星永远无法像你一样。太阳是自私的。 Enjoying:D Will be going for training tmr. Cant wait to see my twin terror!! eventhough i saw her today.WAHAHAHAHA!! There is always alot to talk. We always gang up and bully others. Then all of us will ended laughing real hard. You cant imagine how fun and colourful mylife when i am with them.You must experience it yourself to know what i am really talking about. Tmr have music cds. i am looking forward to it. Its gonna be another exciting 2hr with bimbo soh.** WAHAHAHA:D its music making time! That is all for today. i am off to bed~ zZZ
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay