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Chang MU-CHEN,
131191I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT. — Tagboard
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Monday, May 31, 2010
TERM TEST KILLS just finish NLS..resting now.. later then start on the next sub.. hais..i dislike exams.. it stop my cca and i need to study.. cant even do the things i like.. hope my NLS can make it..hahahah..:D huiqin sort of update her phone.. i think its very useful now..hahahhaha:D so hiqin dont change ur phone ah..even though u think that its lousy..hahahha:D shifting tmr..from sengkang to sengkang..hahah gonna move again in a year time..hahahha:D new environment for me and my family and my hamster..:D Friday, May 28, 2010
JOURNEY It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everything is out to make me lose control Coz It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you.. Ohh.. to you.. I THINK NOW I CAN REALLY FEEL THIS SONG.. LAST TIME I RELATE.. NOW I TRULY FEEL IT.. FEELING SAD :( IS IT SO HARD!? is it so hard to tell the truth? is it so hard to open up to friends? is it so hard to understand what exactly is going on? is it so hard to live in this world? someone please answer my question.. i think it is so hard to understand a single thing.. i am going down..for no reasons..i dont know why.. negative thoughts sinking in my mind.. forget it.. Thursday, May 27, 2010
WEAK? i nearly broke down just now.. i am like talking to myslef.. forget it..its over.. but why am i so weak? Tired and sleepy:( i am so tired and here i am doing nls project.. because it is due later at 6pm..i am so sleepy.. when can i sleep..waiting for the decision for the change in drinks..AAAAAARRRRRRHHHH!! they say hungary man is an angry man.. i think sleepy mu-chen is a scary monster.. hahahaha..ok i know its lame..hahaha:D but i really damn tired..i need to make myself awake..nvm..i shall go facebook for awhile.. hahahahaha:D waiting and hoping... Wednesday, May 26, 2010
no luck:( ok so we won today.. i guess 3-0..ok but i think i didnt perform very well in the first-half..like still not yet warm up.. second half was better for me..:D did a few dribbles and pass through.. flick ball in but no goals..hahaha:D its ok..we tp hockeys girls shall work harder as a team:D alright? there is fpqa project tmr.. nls project due on thursday..:(OMG!! i am running out of time..and i still dont have the mood for anything but just sleep and dream..:D no luck today..didnt have a chance to see..:( so i guess it is impossible..:( Tuesday, May 25, 2010
counting down counting down to later friendly.. hahaha :D damn excited.. til now i still have no luck..i am left with a few more hours to go..:D NLS project is almost done.. we are so efficient..:D and that stupid Yk make me look like a fool during lunch..ARGHH!! haahha:D shall update later or something..:D please show up~ Monday, May 24, 2010
excited:D playing with tp girls tmr again..:D our first friendly together this year..:D excited like some retard..:D last training before term test liao.. i really hope tmr really can sse:D hahahaha:Dwish me luck alright?:D should i wear fbt shorts tmr or wear skirt tmr? still deciding..:D cant make up my mind.. celebrate huiqin belated birthday again.:D so ate a piece of cake..:Di like!! shall upload some photos soon:D are you feeling the same way too? Sunday, May 23, 2010
Nothing much today is just some random day.. did my FI report and NLS tutorial.. i sound like a hardworking girl..haha:D but the truth is that both of it are due tmr..and tmr still need to do project.. i dont know what happen..but i just lost my mood for everything..no mood for studying..hais..i wish i can have training everyday..hahahahaha:Di know its impossible.. ok so nothing much happen today.. cant wait for tuesday friendly.. and i just saw lenson facebook photos..i wish i can also go bagpacking..hahaha:Dis like damn fun and nice lah..hahahahaha..*jealous* nvm..haahhaahah.:D do you know how i feel? Saturday, May 22, 2010
thinking and thinking and thinking.. If crying can make me forget about everything and make me feel happier i would cry and cry till i am happy again.. had this stupid thought in my mind..nvm~ Just help my hamster clean her house.:D hahaha..today i did nothing..just surf the net.. and then watch tv..then listen to music.. wasted my whole day..i am like no mood to do anything..i feel like dreaming..hahaha:D sam and sihui they all won..hahaha..so happy for them..:Di wish that they can go into the semis.. good luck to SRC A!! :D saw ryan and sengie today..hahaha..the both of them so funny..hahaha:D nothing much happen today.. tuesday is the last training before term test..hais.. which means i will miss thursday training..hais..:( hahahaha:Dbut am excited for tuesday friendly against cresent.. oh yah..today is show luo concert..but i am at home and not there.. jealous of coach wife..hahaha.. are you the right one? Thursday, May 20, 2010
HAPPY:D HAPPY is the word that can describe my feeling now:D hahahaha..alot of happy things happen today..:D got to eat ice-cream with waffle for free:Dand its nice.. then went for training..it was fun..then talk abt show luo with coach.. hahaha..his wife going to the concert sia..me jealous..hahahaha.. then went sports complex..:D u know what i mean..:D *smiling* like a retard..:D cant wait for next tue friendly..:D and after exam training:D i just cant describe how i feel now:D are you the guy who i see or are you the guy who i hear? :D happy girl is me!!:D hahahaha..excited for tmr.. cant wait for training too:D i am lucky today:D looking forward to breaks and all sorts of chances:D are you thinking the same as i am? Sunday, May 16, 2010
OUR LAST GAME so today was our last game.. we played hard..but we lost.. we got lots of chances just that we didnt grab whole of it..but i am happy that all of us fight til the end and never give up until the last second.. we styed strong through:Dlove you girls:D so i shall train harder.. and come back stronger next year.. and make through to the finals.. come on girl we can do it..!! GO RECS!! the result was... ok..we lost..:( i know its kind of sad when all of us were fighting so hard..but in the end all the effort didnt paid off..but its ok..at least we done our best.. so tmr is our last game..we shall play hard and play play well tmr..:Dok update tmr..:D good luck to everyone and take care:D GO RECS!! WE CAN DO IT!! Saturday, May 15, 2010
happy and excited excited for later match.. this week was so damn unlucky.. almost everyday kena nag by teacher.. but i love thursday:D.. update more for photos on the 6C gathering soon.. it was fun last night..but mdm siti couldnt make it.. i was so touch when sheryl say she still remember wad was the first sentence i told her.. =when she said that i almost cried..i was so sweet..:D Sunday, May 9, 2010
forget it.. i guess everyone will change when they grow up..be it appearance, mind set or even attitude..is either you have changed that i dont recognize you or i am the one who changed that you dont recognize me.. i think all you said were rubbish..thanking you for filling my life with bullshits..i think i had enough.. i will not tolerate anyhting from now on..if i am unhappy with anything or anyone i will just shout right back into that retarded face..i am not gonna care who are you or anything.. i am just gonna shout shout shout!i think i am starting to dislike you too.. i feel disgusted also..for everything that happened.. we lost :( so the result for yesterday game was 1-0. sad..:( we could have won or drew with them.. we wasted a lot of chances..but we really play hard yesterday..but i guess it is just not our luck.. nevermind its ok..we shall get it back again next week.. left two more games to earn as many points as possible.. i really hope that we can get into the semis.. anything can happen..so girls dont give up..lets play hard next week.. GO RECS! :D Saturday, May 8, 2010
good luck to all of us:D there is a game later at 7.30 against vijiyanti.. all the tougher games are coming up.. we must fight and play hard in order to win all the remaining games and maybe go to semi.. i really hope we can make it through..GO RECS!! good luck to SRC A:D Friday, May 7, 2010
is it better or is it not? is it better or is it not? i dont know..but sometimes i really feel like a retard or some idiots..are the things i see really what i see..or are they just illusion?are the things i hear really what i hear? i am tired to play this game.. i have enough of it..please stop pushing me..maybe i am the most stupid one.. Saturday, May 1, 2010
we drew:D had women division 1 league today.. played against the holland.. we drew..1-1..all of us were so happy.. we played better than before.. eventhough the sun was shinning on all of us.. but all of us push on and give it our best shot.. i can really feel the chemistry between all of us.. we really do connect to each other today..:D hope we can climb up on the chart..:D as high as possible..:Dhahahhaha:D but today my mentally wasnt so prepared.. i somehow overreacted on some small stuff.. but it really make me so angry that i nearly want to punch the person..(only if i wont get a card) so i went out to cool down..i feel like i am so stupid to fall into their trap..then i went back in to make them agitated..hahaha..it works..and i am so happy..but the important thing is that i must be more mentally steady than this..if not i will loose out alot..:D and thank you coach for the sweets:Dhahaha:D next week against vijiyanti..we must work hard and win.. LET ME FEEL THE CONNECTION AGAIN..AND WILL FIGHT AS ONE..GO RECS:D |
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