I AM a happy girl
Profile Chang MU-CHEN, 131191 I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT. — Tagboard Exits Huiqin Sengie Nikki SiHui Pamela Chevy Formspring Hope Initiation Archives November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, November 29, 2010 maybe i shall name it.. maybe i shall name it tell me? or anyone can give me a suggestion? hahahha.. i recorded a demo of my composed song.. i didnt expect myself to come up with it so fast.. hahha..the last time i compose during sec 4.. my teacher say it sound like nursery rhyme for little kids..hahaha..and it took me like a few days.. but this time it only took me 1day..from 27/11 to 28/11/2010:D lol..i let my class clique listen to it today.. they say it sound nice..hahha.. can give taylor swift sing..hahaha.. dont know if its real..but i am happy:D i thought it was just ok:D yet to wirte the accompaniment and all:).. i need the midi thingy first.. who know where to down load it or anything? dont know why.. i dont know what happen to me last night.. but i just cried all of a sudden.. i dont know what i am feeling.. i just cried myself to sleep.. its kinda scary.. but i dont know why i behave like this.. i hope i can faster get out of this state..which i also dont know what state i am in.. i just feel..terrible..:( i thought i was strong..i thought i can pull through it..i didnt know i broke down.. stop it mu-chen!! since when you are so weak?! didnt you promise yourself you must be brave no matter what happen?! guess i am still trying.. Sunday, November 28, 2010 how i wish.. how i wish time would stop at that moment but is it what i really wanted? or i am just lost on the way? random today i just got the mood to compose.. hahhaa..its like so long since i last compose.. but i only half way through..hahha.. i am stuck in the middle.. only half of the lyrics is out..hahaha.. just so random.. bored.. my brain cells are dying from all those guessing and thinking:( same table rocks:D had fun for the past few days.. ahahha..especially the same table outing.. hahaha..:D hope to have another one before rahman enlist..:D 14 dec is fast to come..:( i think we will miss you alot sia.. i ate mac for dinner.. forgetting that i am sick.. omg!!haha..hope can recover fast.. the car feel so small ysterday:D hahaha.. saw robin also:Dhahaha..happy.. after one month..so long:D he say he is fine and his leg is ok..hope training can resume soon:D i wanna watch harry potter and the rapunzel:D hahhaha..i liek disney princess:D yat say i like small kid.. like nv grow up:(who say so.. i am very mature ok:D hahahha.. who wanna watch those two movies? Saturday, November 27, 2010 going out later i got no time to do my homework or even study for test.. i dont want to fail my quiz again.. hahaha..but i got no choice.. went out til late last night.. reach home at 1plus 2 i think.. then was too tired to study..(as if i will) then i was too tired to wake up to study today.. and in a while time i going out.. then maybe til late at night again:( hahahha.. so i got no time to study.. so dont blame me..hahahha..:D haha..i had fun last night..i guess today will also be fun:D update later or tmr:D Friday, November 26, 2010 will i? i know in the past i will confirm say no..its impossible.. hahhaa..but now?will it be the same? eventhough it not what i really wanted.. but i got this very very ___. dont know how to describe it.. hahha..i want to know the result.. also dont know for what? am i ____? hahah..i dont know.. just have to wait for the.... fun:D hahaha..outing today:D was fun:D ate frolick for dessert then went ikea for dinner.. and then we headed down to town..hahaha.. i learn a new lesson:D nv trust a GPS:Dhahaha.. we should trust ourselves.. and now i know its impoosible to hold a breath when you are going through the KPE tunnel thingy.. hahaha..then we played at pitstop:D fun..hahaha..all the dare and a truth.. hhahaha.. i guess i still got one more thing in mind.. Wednesday, November 24, 2010 so much to say was kind of busy for the past few days.. hahha..actually i also dont know where i spend my time to..ahhaha.. got lab for monday til today.. and there is lab tmr:( sianzzz.. and the lab is not 1 hour 2 hour but is like 3 to 4 hour straight eh.. non-stop eh..can you imagine how tiring it is? but today lab over run..it should end at 6pm but int he end it drag til 7om..hais.. but today lab was more interesting than last lab.. become a chef today:Dhahaha..learn alot of different cut..hahhaa..like julienne,batonnet,even dice and many others.. heard a new story today..hahaha.. because i am feeling unwell because of girls' monthly buisness..and i dont feel like talking nor moving or anything..damn uncomfortable..so i ask my friend: "why guys dont need to experience somethign like us?" then they told me cos god punish girls because the girl do soemthing wrong..so the story goes like this.. Once upon a time there is a girl and a guy. the girl called Eve and the guy adam. so there was this tree with apples on it.. god told them not to touch the tree..but one day Eve pluck the apple from the tree..so she did something wrong..so god punished her..so this is how and why girls experience all this.. the end..i hope i say it correctly.. but i think is unfair to us..cos we are not eve..and we did not do anyting wrong..so why do we have to suffer with her.. hahaa.. another joke from my friend.. we were talking about phones.. so we talk and talk..then i ask my friend what model your mum using.. my friend reply me without thinking.."blueberry!" then we were like stun for awhile..and she didnt even realise..then after a few mins she say "oh! no no no..is burberry!"then we couldnt help it the three of us laughed like crazy..then she ask wads wrong.. then we told her is blackberry lah!!hahaha..then we even make fun of her..hahhaah.. btw my grandma use strawberry..hahahaha.. sadzzzzz..today i got four quizzes..and i didnt even know until this morning..sianzz..i thought today only got one..so i happyily went out yesterday and went hoem sleep after i finish my tutorial.. i know the part i say doing tutorial is weird..but yah.. i did my tutorial..although is last min..but i finished it.. so i think i will fail all my quiz today..the failing all four at one go sucks!!but the feeling of finishing all four test at one go is really damn shiok..hahaha.. so heck care..but i hope miracle can happen:D hahhaa.. haha..AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE..HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF TODAY..ALTHOUGH LAB END DAMN LATE.. HAHAHA.. what along post..hahaha..too much things to say already.. hahaha..robin coming back soon:Dmiss him and training eh:D and i dont know if i want go for floorball already..cos i think i got alot of school work ah..but still havent come to a conclusion yet:D i shall stop here:Dcontinue tmr or something.. i want to upload photo..but lazy ah..hahaha:Dmaybe tmr or something lor:D Monday, November 22, 2010 Heck care?! can i also just heck care?! i mean this is so unfair.. i dont know if i want to join floorball ivp.. sound fun..and soem of the girls are joining..omg! they are tempting me.. cos i want to play more with the girls and so we will have the unbreakable chemistry:D but if trng start tmr..i cant make it:( Sunday, November 21, 2010 guilty! Saw robin on tv today:D hahaha:Dhe injured his leg.. hope he is fine..:D he is coming back on the friday:D any girls going airport to recieve him? woohoo..present coming on the way:D hahah..ate Mac for dinner.. so fattening..i am feeling so guilty.. dont know when training will resume:D cant wait for it to start again.. then i can spend time with hockey girls agian:D miss all of you like crazy:D tmr i got test..and here i am blogging and playing baking life..if this continue i think i can forget about studying:Dhahaha.. tmr start at 9am..sianzz..need to bring two lab coat eh.. sianzz:( the log book is almost done:D left some research to do..:D chiong tmr:D bye:D Saturday, November 20, 2010 eat sleep play and nothing else OMG!!i did noting today.. eat sleep and play..NOTHING ELSE.. OMG!!quiz next week and i havent even touch on it.. GOD BLESS ME PLEASE.. i am addicted to baking life.. hahaha.. the weather today damn shiok to sleep ah..hahahha..i still got tons of homework and project waiting for me in my bag.. hais..life is so boring..full of school work and so little of fun moments.. sianzzzz..hahaha..but this is a student life.. so just bare with it.. hope i can finish everything tmr..or i should say hope i have the mood tmr and do my work:D hahahha.. what-ever! Dont wait til you loose it then you start to regret.. people tends to be granted of what they have..and please..if you can say it out then do it.. dont say for the sake of saying.. or make the people feel guilty.. what for?if you dare and can say out then do it..because action speak louder than words..i guess people dont change.. everybody have always been like this.. so stop thinking so much!! its very irritating when i am the one who are always being accused for this or for that..when i am not even like this or that..i got nothing to say.. like seriously..i am tired..just blame everything on me.. do whatever you want cos i cant be bothered by it.. i am sick of all the stuffs.. F*** MY LIFE! Friday, November 19, 2010 so scary ;( ysterday was ccn day:) what a slack day..hahha.. walk around in school.. got nothing to do.. chevy won 3 movie vouchers.. hahaha..so i guess our hardcore monopoly deal practice helps.. hahah..everyday hardcore play.. hahaha..then went to play haunted hospital.. the one daddy's class organise one.. ahahha..i cried sia..i thought i was brave enough after one year.. hahaha..so the end result is still the same.. after a tour in haunted house sure cry.. hahah..year one orientation also.. fail to the max..hahhahaa.. i swear it was so scary sia.. the "ghost" grab my leg.. OH-MY-GODESS!! hahaha..scream like mad..hahhaa.. hope i dont have a soar throat!! bye people.. update soon:D oh one last thing..now i am addicted to naking life..hahhaah cant stop baking:D Thursday, November 18, 2010 surprise for cherie:D surprise cherie today:D hahaha..it was successful:D hahah..i like people and friends to come my house to have fun and play.. but i dont like the after part.. cos need to clean up and everything.. i dislike 100000 times!!hahaha.. but still..i have to do it.. tmr is ccn day..woohoo..slack day.. going minds cafe tmr with class clique:D excited:Dhahaha..thinking if want to go haunted hospital tmr!but i scared i scared til cry eh..cos year 1 orientation i cried.. hahhaa..malu:(hahaha. update again:) bye for now:D i needed sometime on my own i am sorry:( i swear i was gonna tell you when i am ready..i didnt mean to hide it from you..i treat you like how you treat me..i really you like my sibiling.. dont get angry please.. now i am ready to tell you what happen you can ask me again if you still wanna know.. i will tell you..i promise.. i dont want to loose you as a friend a sister like you.. text me when you see my post okay? Wednesday, November 17, 2010 nice outing! Had belated celebration of my birthday:D went to minds cafe.. thank you malmal,felicia,lingtong and huiqin:D haha..i like the present alot..hahaha:D at least is something i can use:D i hope it was a farenheit album.. hahaha..cos last year u all gave me angela zhang's album.. hahaha..i havent get the farenheit one..hahaha.. hope my brother can get for me..:D but i also like the bag u all gave me:Dhahaha:D hope after today everyone will be happy and forget about everything..:D so now everything is cleared up.. thank you mate!hahaha:D good luck robin:Dhope they can win:D Tuesday, November 16, 2010 stunned i have got nothing to say already.. you are thinking too much.. You are being too much.. YOU and you are not the same person.. i am quite sick of what YOU do.. please use YOUR brain and dont do anything foolish anymore.. and to you..i think you think too much.. please stop thinking about nonsense and everybody is still the same.. no one do anything wrong..just get over it and everyone can start a new.. its not our problem or fault that things turn out to be this way..its not yours either.. are both the party are at fault.. so i hope everything will get back to normal..and i hope you dont treat me like a fool.. just say things for the sake of saying.. because i think you dont fucking trust me.. but now i believe in you in one thing..the rest are still a question mark..when you are ready to open yourself up then maybe all of us can have a talk or something.. i have enough of all the SHIT!! going out tmr to meet my secondary school friends.. at HGM..hahaha..:Dsing K is very expensive.. haiz..but is a gathering..very long nv see them already.. so tmr must go..looking forward to tmr:D i got alot of things to do..projects and log book and homework are piling up..its so heavy now that i can hardly breathe..omg!!but i abit like heck care!!hahaha.. but i know i will regret when the term test comes.. hahaha..:Dfor now i just feel like enjoying this week cos labs and some of the class are cancelled..and my timetable are super duper slack:Di like:Dhaha.. i wanna be rich and earn extra cash:Dhahahah..loooking forward to the oppoturnity:Dmaybe til then i will treat you all for a meal:Dhahah..i just remember something that i once told my friend:Dhahahahha..i forgot to treat him for a meal:Dhahaha.. no mood to continue to blog liao..thinking of all those shit stuffs its driving me crazy..why do i meet people who are so unreasonable and doing weird things.. why cant i meet someone who is good to me..treat me like his only? maybe all guys are the same..they are idiots,jerks,selfish, werid,playboy..or maybe i am wrong..but where is the other good guys? is it because they are all taken?nad there is none left? then i shall remain single forever.. or am i at fault?i dont get it.. Sunday, November 14, 2010 i smell bronze too:D Tmr is prize presentation day:D haha..bronze again:D we gonna improve next year ok:D hahaha..happy:) i think there is too much thing happening at a go..i dont know what to do.. omg!!its killing me.. update more photo and video soon:D i just got punked again! thnks for the hardwork:D my new "daddy"stitch:D you guys rocks!! cutting my cake and epic clemence:D this is my birthday cake:D i had the most wonderful birthday this year.. really enjoyed myself ysterday:D thank you for those who came to make it happen..and thank for those who are unable to make it but send me wishes through txt or call.. thank you coach for calling from oversea.. thank you haseef..thankyou rahman#1 for coming even though your leg is injured and had difficulty walking:Dthank you clemence and ameer for coming down even though you are busy..thank you sihui for rushing down from work:Dthank you to all of you who had plan this..i am just too happy that i dont know what to say:D i was still quite sad at first..thinking that i am just gonna waste my birthday like this? but then my friend call.. at least i get to meet my friend on my birhtday:Dhaha.. but in the end it was just an excuse to ask me out so that they can come my house and decorate:Dhaha..i think all of you have good acting skill..except me..everytime fail.. hahaha..is like so many good things happen at one time that i cant stop smiling for the whole day:Dhahha.. i will upload more photo soon..cos the computer got abit of problem.. i will upload abit first..hahaha...now my bedroom got new member:D hahah..another big stitch:Dhahha..they say is the daddy stitch to the small stitch:Dhahaha..thanks for the cards and cookies:D Saturday, November 13, 2010 advance surprise:D love you all..you guys rocks!! :D my birthday:D So this are some of the photo taken last night.. hahha..:D So today is my birthday:D thanks for the surprise ysterday and the very advance surprise by the hockey mates:D.. love all of you many many:D but here i am,rotting at home..mum and bro working.. friends cant make it today:( but its ok..i enjoyed myself last week and last night:D this year birthday coach not around also:( haha..its ok..i shall go eat hello panda with my new stitch:D hope everyone is as happy as me:D enjoy ur day everybody:D Friday, November 12, 2010 Surprise surprise and more surprise:D The first surprise is that we won SP last night:Dand we came in 3rd.. So bronze medal is waiting for us:D and robin did called us:D told him what happen..I think all of us really give in our best and played as one:D was damn happy when we won:D nordin say i am the "man of the match" happy:Di did what nordin ask me to.. get the ball pass fast sweep hard into the D.. haha..and they scored:Dhappy:D even though i am not the one who push the ball into the goal but i deliver it and help in the process:dhappy happy:D then today my class clique(chevy,cherie,huiyun,huiqin,peishan,nikki and xueting) gave me a surprise:Dat first i was still thinking no one remembered my birthday..:(even my hockey friend all cant make it for tmr:D but then in the end they gave me a surprise at pizza hut..my mum was also in this:D hahaha..didnt know they had plan this long ago:D love you all:Di am so happy..is like good new after another.. i hope it woldnt end..because they say all good things come to an end..:D recieving medal next monday:Dcant wait..tmr is my big day:D happy..feel like i am the princess:D wahahahaha:D i wonder what did the magic? is it we shout ROBIN or is my stitch? hahah..or both?hahahah..but i am sure he ill be very happy and be proud of us..:D cnat wait for him to come back with good news and we will all go for celebration:D Wednesday, November 10, 2010 excited about everything that is gonna happen.. I am excited for everythign thats gonna happen.. tmr will be our last match against SP.. and the rest shall let fate decide.. but i really really want to win and make our coach proud.. though he will not be with us but i am sure he will be out there praying for us.. :D i think i gonna lie on my bed soon if not i wounldnt be able to fall asleep fast.. actually alot of thigs happen for the past few days.. be it happy or sad i am abit lazy to type it out..:D hahahha..shall upload photo soon:D but sometime i just dont know what people want.. or do they really mean what they say..i dont know.. will they ever betray you even if they say no? hahah..sometime i feel really insecure.. i dont know who i should trust?or maybe i should say who are really true friends? sometime it just hurt to know the truth or to face the fact.. but what to do?this is life..we dont get what we want.. or rather we get shit!! tell me honestly..are you my true friend?if you are not just tell me..so i wouldnt be so sad when you leave one day.. at least i am prepared.. *chevy cheer up:D please bless tp girls and guys for tmr match.. update again soon:D Sunday, November 7, 2010 6 more day!! 6 more day to my birthday.. hahah..i am turning 19.. i dont want to grow up.. i still wanna make friend with hello kitty,stitch and others.. if not they will say me childish again.. hahah.. mum bought me an ipod for my birthday present:D hahaha..happy..its one of the things on my wish list.. hahaha..i want a new water bottle for training.. she say she will buy for me soon..cos she say i use the current one for very long already.. hahahha..so i get another item off my wishlist.. hahahha:D so happy.. but there is still alot on my list.. tmr will be our third match against ite.. our coach say we can do it.. i want to make him proud:D hahah..and yea i ate the ferrero rocher.. thank you nikki:D now only four left..hahaha.. tmr sch start at 8.30am..sian..somemore 3hour of straight lab.. then 1pm to 2pm there is dont know what lecture..then 2pm to 4pm got comN tut..but nvm i can leave at 3pm..hahahha.. can skip abit..heehee..if not damn sian uh.. hope tmr everything will be fine..the weather,our luck,and our health.. wish no one get injured..hahaha..because tmr is important and is our battle:D we will FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT til end:D wish me luck okay?:D update soon.. ^^"n" bye Saturday, November 6, 2010 Deepavali outing! So i spent my deepavali,yesterday,with my hockey mates at marina barrage.. i didnt know they planned a surprise for me.. my birthday is next week.. i mean last year they did it..but i didnt expect this is year also have..:D i really enjoyed myself.. thanks for the surprise,cake(nice) and the card:D i like it alot.. then after that we played killer..everytime its a failed attempt..i tried to dont smile but they just can see from my face that i got the killer card... sianzzz..i will nv survive for the next round to kill more people.. after that game i played monopoly deal..woohoo.. i win.. :D then we decided to go and have dinner.. walked out of the place..at first they wanted to eat at lao ba sa..but in the end we ended up at wendy's.. the air-con is shiok..me and sihui ordered kid's meal as the normal meal is too large a servings.. got two tennis garfield toy..but i ask for a change to a swimming one..hahaha..so cute..the water will c ome out of the mouth sia..hahahah.. then after that we walk around like aimlessly.. then they decided to go for a drink..we went sahara.. but i didnt drink..hahha.. so that was the last stop of the day.. HOME SWEET HOME.. Friday, November 5, 2010 update update!! So we had our second match against nyp on tuesday 2nov2010.. though we lost,we continue to fight hard til the very end. Its was not bad a play.. just that some mistake here and there.. We had video session.lecture and light training.. its funny when i dont feel like sleeping when my coach is talking..but i just cant help it that i feel sleepy in class..hahah..what a bad student i am.. hahahhaha:D and there is cinnamon prezel..hahha..nice i like:D then i got a hello kitty pencil from coach.. so cute ah.. now the stitch can make friend with the hello kitty.. hahaah..that stupid nig butt shona call me hello kitty.. hahha..she say its a new name for me..:D when we went home joyce and shona were damn funny.. cant stop laughing..:D going out later for deepavali celebration..with the hockey peeps!! woohoo..:D next match will be on monday..against ITE..coach have faith in us.. so we must make him proud:D lets go girl!! fighting!!
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay