I AM a happy girl
Profile Chang MU-CHEN, 131191 I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT. — Tagboard Exits Huiqin Sengie Nikki SiHui Pamela Chevy Formspring Hope Initiation Archives November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, December 31, 2010 counting down 3..2..1* going to have korea fair later at my house.. hahha..malvina cooking for all of us:D wanna eat toboki:D and sushi and one more i dont know what's the name but its veg wrap meat:D cant wait cant wait:D counting down to 2011 byebye 2010.. hope 2011 is better than 2010:D have you wrote down your new year resolution? Thursday, December 30, 2010 music and lyrics fingers on the keyboard for the whole day.. hahahha..the 1st verse is out with melody.. and the rhythm are also out..:D hahhaha..now i got a table just for that keyboard.. weiting and lijing came over to have dinner.. it was great..hahaha..talk about all kind of stuff.. and thanks girls..i really like the gift.. and elaine ang..we should meet up soon.. really miss you alot.. 2011 coming..a few more hours.. malvina gonna cook dinner tmr.. woohoo..korea cuisine.. shiok shiok shiok.. hahhaha..:D see you girls tmr:D Wednesday, December 29, 2010 music:) surrounded by music 24/7 :) Tuesday, December 28, 2010 shag! just came back from the friendly:D lucky never die half way.. manage to score one shot corner:D hahahha..happy happy.. happygirl.com.sg there was a few good passes between me and mat..you know..they call it the chemistry:D wahahahha..:) miss coach..dont know when he is back.. i think the U21 league is startign soon:D have yet to reply the e-mail.. hahha..oops..but will reply later:D but til now i still havent get my membership card eh.. its been a year.. its going to be 2011.. and a few more days and we are back to school.. tmr still got floorball training.. SHAG! hahahhah.. SHIT!I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME! Monday, December 27, 2010 keyboard:D came home late after the party.. hahha..but it was fun..:D played games that i never played before.. and watched texas poker:D know abit about it..i think the game is fun:) hockey friendly match tmr:D cant wait.. so long nv train already.. hope can last tmr:D got the keyboard already.. thank you SOH HUI QIN:) hahahahha.. played with it like the whole day.. still deciding on which key to write.. C major or F major.:D hahhaha..:D excited excited.. end product coming out soon:D Sunday, December 26, 2010 what is you dream house? the maze is cool~ what is your dream house? i dont know what kind of house i want to stay in next time.. but all this houses looks special:D do you have any idea what kind of house you wanna stay in when you grow up? HDB, condo, or houses like the above pictures? party later..woohoo~ i havent start on my school work.. best of luck to me.. but i am gonna be a good girl.. i will start soon:D Saturday, December 25, 2010 :( feel like crying.. feel like shouting.. feel like emo-ing.. left a few more mins and christmas will be over.. :( and i didnt get into OSIP.. WTS!! haiz..just forget it.. i got no mood for anything.. because the feeling is so shity!! feel like screaming.. and i cant eat chocolate-my favourite.. and drink cold drinks.. because the doctor say my condition has worsen..and i am on medication.. sedih sia my life.. is like i cant get to eat what i like and i have to eat medicine.. what is this man!! AARRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! feel like dying sia.. and i got not much time left.. anyone wants to help me? MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! christmas eve:) how i spent my christmas eve.. 24dec which is last night.. mum cook western for dinner.. salad for appetiser, chicken chop for entree, and soup and sparkling:D was very full after that.. then it was time to exchange present.. i got a anti-fleece blanket, and a bag:) i likex983475639 hahahha:D i bought a belt for my brother and base and coat for my mum:D hahahha..i love christmas! going to felicia house later to count down to christmas.. so i guess santa is not visiting me this year:( because he only visit when we are asleep.. but i hope he will arrive late.. so when i got home i faster bath and went to sleep.. 25dec: wake up today and there was no present.. so santa came but i am not home sleeping.. but its ok..wait for another 365 days before he comes.. wonder what he is doing now? still dont know what to do today.. maybe got ST outing later..not sure yet.. Friday, December 24, 2010 party at simpang! went for bbq yesterday.. at jeremy's house.. so big!!hahahha.. very fun..play until like 2 plus in the morning then go home..:D i am the last soul standing.. guitar hero rocks!! ate abit of food.. and then surprise for december babies:nikki edwin and rashid.. played skateboard basketball and rabbit.. the rabbit so cute ah.. white and brown.. called pillow and cookie..:D as usual games witht he new comers.. hassef yiru and prashan...:) ahhhaha.. i wish i had a pet too.. sooo cuteeeeeeee! will you be my hero? Thursday, December 23, 2010 I CIRED WHEN I WAS READING IT ;( IT TAKE JUST A FEW MINS TO READ THIS. PREPARE TISSUE FIRST! I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back.The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.”Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ”Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?”The old lady replied: ”You know that you don’t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.”Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.Thelittle boy was still holding the doll in his hand.Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.“It’s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.”I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her afterall, and not to worry.But he replied to me sadly. “No, Santa Claus can’t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.”His eyes were so sad while saying this. “My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.”My heart nearly stopped.The little boy looked up at me and said: “I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.”Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me “I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won’t forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn’t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.”Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. “Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?” “OK,” he said, “I hope I do have enough.” I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough forthe doll and even some spare money.The little boy said: “Thank you God for giving me enough money!”Then he looked at me and added, “I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!”I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn’t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.” “My mommy loves white roses.”A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn’t get the little boy out of my mind.Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away.I couldn’t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sisteris still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. CHERISH YOUR LOVE ONES, BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. AND TO THOSE WHO ARE DRIVING, PLEASE DRIVE SAFELY. secrets I bet everyone has a secret. i dont believe anyone who say THEY DONT HAVE! hahahha..its just show that they are trying very hard not to think of it or trying to bury it very deep. be it a dark secret or anything embrassing.. is it better to say it out or to keep it to yourself? i just let one out a few days back.. when i am on the bus.. and its the one i dont feel like telling people..haha..oh well.. because they started the topic.. and i think i couldnt take it anymore so i just say abit.. haizzzz..it suppose to be a secret.. but i know that person will hide my secret well also:) and thank s for hearing too.. cos i just feel ________. what is your secret? Wednesday, December 22, 2010 dream~ Have you ever dream? be it somethign big or something small? do you think you will ever achieve it? dare to dream, and you will get there. because it all started with a dream. i will and i can fulfil it:D so cute! CHEVY LOOK HERE!! ITS PIKACHU!! YOUR FAVOURITE!! HAHHA..i got so bored that i got nothing to do..so i just surf the net and i found this.. and i thought of you.. dont know if you like it? hahahhaha:D people who play Facebook game.. dont you find it familiar? it looks like the cupcakes you customise in baking world.. ahhahha.. :) floorball and hockey So yesterday was first floorball training.. i swear it was so damn tiring.. the pace of game and drills were fast.. nearly die half way(hahha..joking) but seriously damn shag!! bluebalck on my shin and now my wrist is in pain.. i dont know why.. and i feel like a noob shit there..ahhaha.. not just the stick and ball.. floorball and hockey actually quite different.. the rules are different. eg. the ball can touch your leg or any part of your body except hand and head.. and you can also push people..(damn rough i swear) hahhha.. and then its only 5 players and 1 goalie.. so total 6..but hockey is total 10 players.. so i guess this is it.. hahahha.. Tuesday, December 21, 2010 LOVE-i am always out and never in. To LOVE: Dear LOVE, I am always not in but out. When will you open your door and let me in? yours faithfully, lost and confused girl Have you ever wonder why you are always alone? is it because you are not good enough? or is it because you are asking too much? no one is perfect, everyone knows.. you always want the best. but what is the best? i dont know.. i am trying to find that answer.. so if anyone of you know the answer to the question, you can drop me a comment or something.. will update soon:) 1st floorball training its 1pm now..going floorball training in like 4 hour time.. first floorball training.. will update on the experience when i get back..and tell you how different it is from hockey.. for all i know for now is that the stick and ball are different.. i wonder if the feel of it will be different.. :)update soon:D Monday, December 20, 2010 photos on the party and birthday celebration the dining table the decorations: our dinner:D super duper nice:D birthday celebration for the both of them:D maybe just maybe.. i dont like the witch:( she is pretty and he is handsome:D i love this part:) aww..so sweet.. watched rapunzel today:D swear it was damn nice.. i rate 5 popcorn:D i cried again.. hahhha..when the rider died.. hahha..i thought no one will notice.. but sihui saw..hahhaha.. the story was so sweet:) i like x98037356476 i watched every single disney movie:D i am not childish.. i am mature just that i still believe in fairytales and santa claus..:D so doesnt mean i am childish.. from now on i am gonna prove that i am a 19 year old kid..:D maybe just maybe.. cant come to a conclusion.. somehow confused.. thought that its not what i wanted. but somehow feels right.. or am i just lost on the way.. going for floorball trng tmr:D that means i am meeting some of hockey girls as well:D woohoo:D
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay