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Chang MU-CHEN,
131191I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT. — Tagboard
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011
somethign crazy?yes?no?  so whats next for me? shall i do something crazy? hmmmm.. Monday, May 30, 2011
scared.are you?  i am scared.are you? wish i never grow up. so everything can stay this simple. police?i dont know. Sunday, May 29, 2011
SCREAMS  just hope i dont get any nightmare tonight. just watched this today. what the shit. so scary. i cant take it. i like to watch horror movies but i am scared. hais..so not fun:( i need weeks to forget parts of it then i wont be so scared. ANYWAY FOR YOUR INFO THIS MOVIE IS NC16 BUT DONT I LOOK LIKE I AM 19?! I AM ASKED HOW OLD WHEN I AM ENTERING FOR A NC16 MOVIE!! Friday, May 27, 2011
WHAT A DAY  i think i need some kind of break.. i kept waking up last night thinking i overslept.. and i jump up from bed and went to ask my mum what time was it then.. hahaha.. and today i FREAKING STUPID WAITED FOR 7MINS FOR THE WRONG TRAIN TO ARRIVE.. OH MY GOD..I AM INSANE..SUPPOSED TO REPORT AT MOUNTBATTEN. BUT TOOK THE TRAIN TO MARYMOUNT(THE END OF CIRCLE LINE)LOOSER OR WHAT- HAHAH..AND I WAS LATE.. Thursday, May 26, 2011
hello kitty:)  just feel like spending some time with myself.. imagine i have this for teabreak.. :) how nice will it be? Wednesday, May 25, 2011
FREE:)  THANK YOU SENGIE:) HAHAHA..LIKE THAT CAN? Tuesday, May 24, 2011
move on  move on is the last thing that i need to tell myself:) open my eyes and i will be able to see much more beautiful stuff than now..:) til then i shall just enjoy my life:) Monday, May 23, 2011
finally!  its been like one year.. i thought i gave up that moment.. but i didnt.. but right now i am finally free.. i come to realize that looks doesnt mean anything.. and you are just a JERK!! now i am not hanging there anymore because I GAVE UP!!THANKS FOR WASTING MY TIME. BUT I HAVE TO THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME A VALUABLE LESSON. THANKS TO HUIQIN AND SIHUI THAT I FINALLY WOKE UP FROM MY DREAM AND CAME BACK TO REALITY:) LOVE YOU ALL:) <3 WOOHOO~ I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!! Sunday, May 22, 2011
moving on  Going into the 8th week of SIP.. i am half way there.. just hope that it can end as soon as possible.. and there is exam this coming sat.. :( no life ah..tmr gonna wake up early.. SIANZZZZZ!!! anyway brother prepared dinner today.. hahaha..the dishes not bad lah.. quite nice.. hahha..ta bi wo li hai.. hahahha:) Saturday, May 21, 2011
3D   watch pirates of the caribbean-at stranger tides yesterday..in 3D!!hahaha first time watching 3D movie.. hahah..i know right..abit slow.. but who cares?!hahah thank you to fel mummy for treating:) hahah.. i was paranoid that i keep asking them to check if my glasses is working..hahaha..and scream when the thing almost hit me.. hahhha.. so damn funny:) so sian next week got weekend site.. and there is no more weekday public holiday already.. :( Thursday, May 19, 2011
prince *heart*  hahaha..nice right?! imagine i can be the princess. Wednesday, May 18, 2011
getting better each day..  i am getting better each day.. thanks to my friends:) huiqin and sihui:) <3 <3 hahhaha..:) slowly letting it go.. i am going to be stronger and i will say something that i really mean it.. til then you will be shocked.. hahhaha:) Tuesday, May 17, 2011
trying  喜欢上不应该喜欢的人 学着放手 才知道残忍 试着忘记 其实并不容易 不想认清事实 才知道心痛那么真实 (all right reserved. copyright.) cant believe i just type this. i gonna spend time expanding this into lyrics.. Monday, May 16, 2011
if only..  someone told me to take the advice.. if deep down inside me i know its a sound advice.. i know its an advice.. but just choose not to hear it.. because i am running away from the truth.. its hard to take the advice and forget when your heart is set to it.. OH GOD!what am i suppose to do? wish i am blind. wish i am deaf. cant see and cant hear. if only i am able to fall in love with my eyes close.. maybe i will feel better now.. WAKE UP NOW!! WILL I? Saturday, May 14, 2011
just forget..but how?  i wish i was stronger.. Thursday, May 12, 2011
so what now?  i dont know what exactly happen last night. can you explain to me? i just dont understand.. please dont leave me hanging like this. i cant fight it anymore.. it somehow became stronger.. i dont know why.. tell me you are not a jerk please.. tell me its all fake.. i know you wont know.. wont know how i feel.. but they say its so obvious. how can you not get it.. everyone is telling me to give up.. saying you are not worth it.. but i dont know..i am confused.. i know they meant well.. i know they dont want see me being hurt.. but i just dont understand whats so good about you that i just cant resist.. we never talk to each other in a proper conversation.. just smile and hellos and byebyes.. thats it!!nothing more.. maybe i am just stubborn.. i know the deeper i sink the harder for me to get out.. and i know there is a price to pay.. Wednesday, May 11, 2011
back to square one.  So what now? is it me or not? i am back to square one again. my junction were move on and the other one it continue. this is irritating.. ahhhhh.. omg!! that smile you shot at me. thats it i am back to square one. Tuesday, May 10, 2011
lonely..  i dont know why. but i feel so lonely. i am scared. Monday, May 9, 2011
lies..  am i happy? am i okay? or i am just denying so that i feel better? omg!!its killing me.. Sunday, May 8, 2011
blind  i dont know either. maybe i am just blind at that very moment. Saturday, May 7, 2011
is it really true?  i am not a woman. i am still a girl. hahhahahha:) so i am not a problem! Friday, May 6, 2011
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better? or not?  i am improving day by day. each time i tell a person, i feel better. and not as sad as before. i guess soon i will be fine and i shall move on. Wednesday, May 4, 2011
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 trying to accept the truth. slowly coming back to my senses. Monday, May 2, 2011
half way there  though the process of forgetting everything might be slow. but i guess i am half way there. thank you chevy and huiqin :) <3 Sunday, May 1, 2011
its time to let go  will never be mine. right at this sec its time to let go. i dont know if i can do it. but i have to. because i know there is no ending for me and you. though i know it will be hard. but i will try. try to forget about everything. try to forget about you. thats all i need to do. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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