welcome to my world,

I AM

a happy girl

Profile
Chang MU-CHEN, 131191

I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT.
—

Tagboard

Exits
Huiqin
Sengie
Nikki
SiHui
Pamela
Chevy
Formspring
Hope
Initiation

Archives
November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013

Credits
©Glamouresque.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

i dont understand

met chevy yesterday for starbucks.
hahah. so long since i last drank green tea frappe. :)
talk a lot.

watched my drama.
hate the ending.
hahaha. :(

something that i just wont understand
and i dont know how.

guess what?

guess what?
yes i got a good news:)
we won np by 4-0. :)
going strong. hope we can do it til the end. :)

thursday gonna be a tough match.
but who cares. we gonna fight til the very end. :)

come on girls! we can do it together. :)

Friday, October 28, 2011

2ND match of the season

today later against NP.
hope what i dreamt will come true.
please~ let it come true.

hope everyone is ok.
i nearly fall sick last night.
lucky never.
hope can perform well later.

update again.
this match is important also.
but i believe in my girls that we can do this together. :)

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

sorry.

sorry its my fault.
but best friends do fight and quarrel at times right?

its not true that you are not important to me.
its not true that i dont care about you.
its not true that you are insignificance.

if you are not important to me,
i wouldnt send you text to ask you to come back.
if i dont care about you,
i wouldnt say i would be that star.
if you are not significant,
i wouldnt be truthful.
if i dont care about what have happened,
i wouldnt cry about it.

i wouldnt show my true emotion if i dont care about anything.
i wouldnt be bothered by anything.

sorry,its my fault.

Monday, October 24, 2011

paranormal activity

catch paranormal activity 3 today with chevy sansin and huiqin.
very impromptu. hahaha.
we seat the last row. then we were fighting for seats.
because me and chevy dont wanna sit with sansin.
she will scare people out of sudden. :(
the movie was okay.

i watched 1 and 2 alone at home.
hahaha. brave ah?

Sunday, October 23, 2011

the truth

I wanted to be truthful to people i care.
and i know its wrong to lie.
and i know the feeling of when you are the only one not knowing anything.
and always in the dark.
thats why i said the truth. i dont wanna hide anything from you.
i am sure you did be more pissed off if you knew i was lying after that.
because you are the person i care about.

yes i am piss at that point time.
because i was thinking we did nothing wrong why make a big fuss out of it.
but i am only piss at that time. after that i am fine.
because maybe you are just too nervous. thats why i didnt say anything.
i am not lying. i swear to god. i was ok after that.

i didnt saw your tweet until today. not because i dont wanna reply you.
and because i replied you, i said the truth. i dont know if you are really fine.
i cant tell. just hope we can still be like last time. the way we are.

i tried. thats all i got to say.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

knocked out

We won. 7-0. Never had this score before.
we were all happy.
playing together as a team.
for once the team is communicating. :)
we scored within the first few mins.
and thats when i guess all of us felt abit relieved and enjoying the game.
i made a few mistakes. stupid mistakes.
i wont do that again!!!!

we keep it going like this. and do our coach and advisor proud!!!

got hit in the face again! yes, like A-G-A-I-N, AGAIN!
:(
i got blue black on my leg also.
hais.
totally knocked out after that. and couldnt wake up today.
suppose to meet malvina they all at 10am. hhaha. but me and huiqin slept til 9.30am.
hahaha. mal got a korean speech contest.
we went to cheer her on. :)
she got third. :) proud of her.

they bought champagne. i drank a sip then i gave the rest to lingtong.
i swear its god damn bitter.
then after that they suggest to drink vodka. :(
i am the only one who drank milo dion.
hahhaa
i ask mal to made for me.
we swear huiqin was drunk. hahaha.
it was damn funny.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

sting rays

tmr is our first game of pol-ite.
playing against RP.
Hope our hard work will pay off.
this is my last year fighting together with them.
really hope it count.

STING RAY.
we STAY LOW AND STRIKE FAST!
so people out there beware.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

follow your heart.

follow what your heart tells you.
don't be afraid what will happen next.
because who knows you might be happier than now.
hack what other people say.
no one can ever judge your decision because they dont know what you've been through.
but we will be there for you forever. :)

believe in yourself.

TO : A Friend,

trust your instinct. if you think you are wasting your time just call it off.
no point continuing. but if you think thing will change then hold on to it tight.
dont live in regret.
stay if only he can make you happy or if that is what you are looking for.
:)

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

POL-ITE 2011

Had friendly games against sengkang girls on monday.
we drew it. 1-1. better than before. had friendly today with crescent girls.
their stamina are much more better than us. they really can run.
but we lost it. 2-0.
coach say cos they are more experience thats why. but he thinks that
we are ready for the games.
i am just scared and feel unprepared.
but i know i shouldnt doubt what coach say.
but are we really prepared for it?
the first game starts this friday. less than 48 hour!
hope we can really do this together.
and this is my last year. i really want to make it count.
:)

hope everything will be fine.
my back are really aching. is like it's gonna break into half
anytime. and my right calve is in pain. cos kena hit just now.
as usual went to eat dinner with robin. :)

all the laughing and all.
i wonder if after we graduate will we still be able to meet him up?

Sunday, October 16, 2011

tau huey

had tau huey today again. :)
its been like the every week thing.
hahaha.
we were talking about if we eat every week over a period of time,
will our skin become smooth smooth.
ahhahhha.
:)
sengie and clemence cant join us. :)
hope tmr we can get our food. :)

maybe if singapore is bigger and there are places that
we can explore. maybe wewont be eating tua huey every week.
hahaha. but its nice. so i dont mind. :)

there is school and test tmr. wish me luck. better be easy.
if not i am dead.
and there is friendly game tmr too.:)
looking forward to it.
see if we are ready for pol-ite. :)
excited-

hockey girls day camp.

Hockey Girls Day Camp-15th oct 2011
Firstly i want to thank all the girls who turned up
for this day camp thing. Cause without you all this
wont be successful. And thanks to dian seng for the
support given. and letting us do whatever we want.

This is the start of the day. Suppose to start at 10am sharp.
but people came in late and all. was a bit up set at first.
so we started off with lessons.
hope now can understand better and put personal feelings aside. :)
then we had lunch. ainey's mum help to prepare the food.
thank s to her for making our lifes easier. :) save us all the trouble.

then we had bonding games:
this was the paper plate. so kok, mat and i was preparing the plates and the pens.

then after that we are all ready for some other games.
so we changed to proper attire before heading to the sports com.
ifah and i getting ready. :)
played dog and bones and charades. really hope through all this game they can bond with each other.

then robin came to sports com to find us.
then we head back to our meeting room.
played pictionary.
passing the whiteboard marker to coach so he could draw.
he was saying i cant draw i cant draw.
hhahaa.

he didnt know how to draw. he scratching his head.
he said how to draw?! so hard?! but before he even stand up
he said got black marker? hahahhaa.
me and ifah was laughing like hell.
cos tje word given is draw kokila.
hahahahahah.

coach and i. :) he was eating the popcorn chicken. hahaha.
sihui say he look damn handsome like this. hahahha.

is good to see everyone participating and enjoying thmselves. :)
<3

then it was dinner time. we called for domino pizza.
total $160. and dian seng said is on him.
where to find such advisor sia.
really cannot let him down sia.

a group photo to end the day. :)

more photo will be up soon. :)

Friday, October 14, 2011

a random weekend at my house

taken last week at my house. :)
nice right?
they say my house got the vintage feel. :)
sengie like my bedroom wall.
cause its orange in colour.:)

WISHED YOU WERE HERE:

FALL TO PIECES:
1ST TAKE: sengie came in too early.

2ND ATTEMPT:

MY HAPPY ENDING:
1ST ATTEMPT: THE PAPER FLEW AWAY.

DECIDED TO RETAKE,2ND ATTEMPT:
BUT SHE CANT STOP LAUGHING. (HAHAHAHHA)

3RD ATTEMPT: INSIST ON DONT LOOK AT HER. BUT NEED COORDINATE.

4TH ATTEMPT:BECAUSE SHE BEG FOR ANOTHER RETAKE.
STILL LAUGHING BECAUSE SHE SAY SHE SHY.

5TH ATTEMPT: DIDNT LOOK AT HER. BLAME ON THE PAPER. BUT FAILED. COS SHE FORGOT THE LAST PART.

RANDOM VIDEO:
I DIDNT EVEN KNOW SIHUI WAS TAKING. I STILL TALK LIKE SOME IDIOT. HAHAHAHA

SCARING SENGIE OUT OF HER LIFE. BUT FAILED. :( AND HER SECRET IS OUT!!!!

DONT KNOW IF HE HEARD HIS NAME. SHY SENGIE.
AND IF YOU DO HEAR YOUR NAME DONT SMILE TO YOURSELF.
HAHAHAHA.

FUNNY RIGHT? THIS IS A GOOD WEEKEND SPENT. :)
LOVE IT:)

screaming silently

All those pretending, leaves my heart bleeding.
I've got nothing from all those blind-siding.
my heart is aching and my eyes are tearing.
i am crying from all those feelings.

-copyright-

welcome to my life

behind every girls favorite song is an untold story.
the song playing on my iPod now on repeat is welcome to my life-simple plan.
No one understand why they hear it on repeat and not get bored over it.
As i am listening to it right now. warm tears just rolled down.
uncontrollable. don't know why.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

TRUST

I guessed i have been a fool for all this while.
believing in everything you said.
Now i don't know whats true and whats not.
I am starting to doubt.
and i hate it.
That awkward moments.
No one can ever understand my feeling.
I really don't know how to feel anymore.

overdue videos.

these videos were shot before the divison 4 league ends.
hahaha. damn funny. the first part of the hockers.
back then i didnt know how to share videos from facebook.
but now i know. thanks to sengie for teaching.
and now i know there is different between the compose and edit html.
all along i thought my blogger got problem.
hahahahah.

here comes the HOCKERS CONCERT part #2

so the league ends here.
and i kinda miss the time we spend together.
its always so fun. all the nonsense shared and games played. :)

more to come. because there are still a few that i havent upload.
but that had nothing to do with the hockers already.
its just us,girls. :)

so true!

so now you guys get it?

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

great minds think a like.

try reading this. i totally can.
can you?

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

pain

all i know is

the truth hurts.
the reality hurts.
what i see hurts.
what i sense hurts.
what i feel hurts

my wrist hurts.
my knee hurts.
now my heart hurts.

everything just hurts a little.

maybe, just maybe.
one day i wont be able to feel anymore because the pain is too strong that i lost the ability to feel.
maybe and just maybe.
til then i will walk out, of that vision, that journey, that photo, that dream, that path, not turning my head and never look back.

when?

as simple as this. when? can you tell me?

sushi buffet,movie and frolick!

Met cheryl for sushi buffet. been craving for sushi! and finally i get to
eat them today. we ate a lot today. then huiqin joined us after that.
stories that cheryl mentioned are so funny. :)
had a great time.
pictures of sushi will be up soon!

last min decide to watch movie. so we watched ABDUCTION!
huiqin was damn excited!

the plot was nice. huiqin was like oh no they hold hands and all.
so funny.

then we had FROLICK!

every tuesday is one-for-one. :)
damn happy. but the service sucks ah.
their attitude sucks big time!!!!!
angry max! i ate yogurt soup instead of frozen yogurt!

but its ok. all were good. tmr still got school.
and cant wait for training!

still no phone. :(

Monday, October 10, 2011

start of the week.

yah. so today is Monday.
start of a new week.
its raining damn heavily now.
hope later in the evening it will be fine.
i don't want my training to be cancelled.

eating tau huey for breakfast.
:) the Indonesian style.

buffet tmr with the hockey girls again and then frolick for dessert!
the rate we are going maybe can forget about running.
ahhahahhaha.:) just joking. the more we need to run!!!!!

i just bang myself in the wall. cos of my stupid brother.
not out of carelessness or he pushed me.
cos we just had a fight, and i was so angry.
i dont know why i am like this. dont know if i am crazy.
but he sure is one fucked up kid!!!!! ASSHOLE!
and now my hand hurts like shit!!! regret doing that.
so stupid!!!! omg! now my hand a bit swollen.:( god bless me.
what a good start of a week.:(

Meatball :)

and yup. this is meatball.
i forgot to blog about her.
hahahha. :)
she is damn cute. my friend found her at the
coolwerkz factory.
so they brought back to school.
in the end san sin keeping it. :)
we call her meatball cos she got a m on her forehead.
hahahahahah. :)
i think the name damn cute eh. but everybody go HUH?!
why call her that. so funny.

huiqin they all say meatball like me. very playful and stubborn.
hahahhaa. cos she will refuse to let go of the towel that she is biting.
then she will whine and whine and whine.
hahhahahha.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

talk cock, sing song, we the best!

So met up with cheryl, sihui,huiqin and fiona.
hahaha. had so much fun.
at domino pizza at kovan.
because i was craving for tau huey!! :)
cheryl say she thought only america got domino pizza. epic shit!!
had lots of fun and laughter when you hang out with bimbo like them. :)
you can just laugh and laugh and laugh.

we ate alot. then we head for tauhuey.
but then only got warm tau huey. sianzzz.
but we still order them.
eat the clemence's way.
i have to agree that it really taste nicer! hahahah.

then last min decide to come my house and talk cock sing song.
s played abit of guitar only. then we play truth and truth. :)
damn funny. had hell lots of fun.
gonna do this soon again. :)
time really flies when you are with fun people.
so it was late then they headed home.

i need a phone!!!!!
seriously.
ok thats for this week. hope next week will be better.
and no more mood swing!
be prepared when the time comes.
one more week before the battles starts.
good luck til then.

good night for now :)

ENJOY WEEKEND

Saturday and sunday is the only time that i dont need to wake up so early.
and i can do whatever i like and i want. hhahhaha.
i am so gonna eat tau huey later.
with cheryl, fiona and huiqin. the rest not sure yet.
HOCKEY PEOPLE ROCKS!!!!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

the awesomes.

thanks for coming over to my house and making me feel less sianzzzzz. :)
and that heel is damn damn damn PRETTY!!!!!!!
love you all <3<3

tmr tau huey again?
who wanna go?
me and cheryl set.
asking fiona.
anyone wanna come?
just fb message me or twitter.
thank you very much!!
cos i now no phone to use.
sad kidzzzz is me! :(

are we ready?

When i was about to leave my house for training yesterday, it started raining.
then my mood go down,down,down,down into the toilet bowl.
hias. i was so scared that the training will be cancelled or what.
but luckily never.:) we wait til 7.15pm. then we headed to the pitch.
when i saw the number of people who turn up yesterday i was sad.
asking myself if our team is really ready for the competition.
i felt so not ready at all. and its useless to go for competition.
feel like just wanna give up.
but my thoughts changed when we were doing the last drill. :)
cos i felt the chemistry, between the four of us.
It's like don't need to speak so much and you know where the person is running to.
and its the place you wanna them to run to.
the type of feeling is damn SHIOK!
HAHAHHAHAH.:) feel much better after that.

NO PAIN , NO GAIN. GIVE YOUR 200%!

After training we went to eat dinner. But this time without robin.
Cos he need to buy food back for his wife:) so the four of us went to have dinner
at mac. when on the way there sihui scare us again. :(
me and sengie almost die of heart attack. hahahah. then the both of us sweat like mad. found a toy at mac. then we played.! :)

life without phone is good, but sometimes bad. :(
i cant tweet when i feel like. friends can't contact me when they want to.
want to go out also difficult. cos they can't contact me!! :(
but i want that phone to come alive!!!!!!!!!!!
that stupid phone.

Friday, October 7, 2011

phone dead.

yup! my phone is dead. so i am now as good as living
on a island by myself. hhahaahhaha.
no one can reach me.
maybe can leave a message on twitter or fb.
i doubt anyone will find me also.
die of loneliness.

m-o-o-d

I don't know why this few days my mood is just so down the hill.
is like i don't feel like doing anything.
like so sianzzzzzzz.
:(
i don't know if i am feeling the pressure that pol-ite is coming and i
feel so not ready about it or because is post period symptom that i am PMS-ing or
is it something else?
I DON'T KNOW!!!
someone please enlightened me.

maybe after a while i will be okay.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

one week

just one week.
but within this one week a lot had happened.
Everything is back to normal. Just like before.

Though everything is back to normal.
Things didnt really improve.
Attendance is still a problem.
not everyone is turning up.
i dont know when will everyone think as a team.
and work as a team. pol-ite is just round the corner.
i dont know when will everyone really wake up and look
at where we really stand.
dont just because you are going out to enjoy with friends
or because you are tired and you need a break.
all this is unacceptable. because pol-ite is just few days away.
if we dont train hard now, then when? when everything is over?
when the last whistle is blown? and you can do nothing about it?
you know the kind of feeling? i bet you dont.
because you are not as hungry as i am.
i dying to get something different this tear. nt just bronze.
because it really mean a lot to me. this is my last year. and i
really wish it counts. and my last year playing as a team with all of you.
at least its a time to repay robin. he just awesome. he would be disappointed if we dont get anything. i dont wanna cry after the match. this is not the ending i want.
despite telling everyone to come, but still people are still not turning up.
i can see some are trying but some just choose not to.
discipline, passion and attitude. do you know whats that? how much do you have?
please just treat every training like it is the last.
listen to robin and not play a fool.
please run like there is no tomorrow.
defend like it is your life.
i am glad some are doing it and trying to.
i just want to say thank you very much.
your effort is appreciated. :)

i just hope i wont get disheartened so fast.
i need to be strong.
i dont wanna give up.
i wish you havent.
and i wish i wont.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

I AM a happy girl
Profile Chang MU-CHEN, 131191 I am just a girl who likes to live in my own world. i LIKE CHOCOLATE,ICE-CREAM,LOLLIPOP,SUSHI,PIZZAS and a lot a lot more. still BELIEVES in FAIRYTALE and SANTA CLAUS. LAUGH and SMILE whole day. HOCKEY is my LOVE.music is my soul.VIOLIN is my ACCOMPANIMENT. — Tagboard Exits Huiqin Sengie Nikki SiHui Pamela Chevy Formspring Hope Initiation Archives November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, October 30, 2011 i dont understand met chevy yesterday for starbucks. hahah. so long since i last drank green tea frappe. :) talk a lot. watched my drama. hate the ending. hahaha. :( something that i just wont understand and i dont know how. guess what? guess what? yes i got a good news:) we won np by 4-0. :) going strong. hope we can do it til the end. :) thursday gonna be a tough match. but who cares. we gonna fight til the very end. :) come on girls! we can do it together. :) Friday, October 28, 2011 2ND match of the season today later against NP. hope what i dreamt will come true. please~ let it come true. hope everyone is ok. i nearly fall sick last night. lucky never. hope can perform well later. update again. this match is important also. but i believe in my girls that we can do this together. :) Wednesday, October 26, 2011 sorry. sorry its my fault. but best friends do fight and quarrel at times right? its not true that you are not important to me. its not true that i dont care about you. its not true that you are insignificance. if you are not important to me, i wouldnt send you text to ask you to come back. if i dont care about you, i wouldnt say i would be that star. if you are not significant, i wouldnt be truthful. if i dont care about what have happened, i wouldnt cry about it. i wouldnt show my true emotion if i dont care about anything. i wouldnt be bothered by anything. sorry,its my fault. Monday, October 24, 2011 paranormal activity catch paranormal activity 3 today with chevy sansin and huiqin. very impromptu. hahaha. we seat the last row. then we were fighting for seats. because me and chevy dont wanna sit with sansin. she will scare people out of sudden. :( the movie was okay. i watched 1 and 2 alone at home. hahaha. brave ah? Sunday, October 23, 2011 the truth I wanted to be truthful to people i care. and i know its wrong to lie. and i know the feeling of when you are the only one not knowing anything. and always in the dark. thats why i said the truth. i dont wanna hide anything from you. i am sure you did be more pissed off if you knew i was lying after that. because you are the person i care about. yes i am piss at that point time. because i was thinking we did nothing wrong why make a big fuss out of it. but i am only piss at that time. after that i am fine. because maybe you are just too nervous. thats why i didnt say anything. i am not lying. i swear to god. i was ok after that. i didnt saw your tweet until today. not because i dont wanna reply you. and because i replied you, i said the truth. i dont know if you are really fine. i cant tell. just hope we can still be like last time. the way we are. i tried. thats all i got to say. Saturday, October 22, 2011 knocked out We won. 7-0. Never had this score before. we were all happy. playing together as a team. for once the team is communicating. :) we scored within the first few mins. and thats when i guess all of us felt abit relieved and enjoying the game. i made a few mistakes. stupid mistakes. i wont do that again!!!! we keep it going like this. and do our coach and advisor proud!!! got hit in the face again! yes, like A-G-A-I-N, AGAIN! :( i got blue black on my leg also. hais. totally knocked out after that. and couldnt wake up today. suppose to meet malvina they all at 10am. hhaha. but me and huiqin slept til 9.30am. hahaha. mal got a korean speech contest. we went to cheer her on. :) she got third. :) proud of her. they bought champagne. i drank a sip then i gave the rest to lingtong. i swear its god damn bitter. then after that they suggest to drink vodka. :( i am the only one who drank milo dion. hahhaa i ask mal to made for me. we swear huiqin was drunk. hahaha. it was damn funny. Thursday, October 20, 2011 sting rays tmr is our first game of pol-ite. playing against RP. Hope our hard work will pay off. this is my last year fighting together with them. really hope it count. STING RAY. we STAY LOW AND STRIKE FAST! so people out there beware. Wednesday, October 19, 2011 follow your heart. follow what your heart tells you. don't be afraid what will happen next. because who knows you might be happier than now. hack what other people say. no one can ever judge your decision because they dont know what you've been through. but we will be there for you forever. :) believe in yourself. TO : A Friend, trust your instinct. if you think you are wasting your time just call it off. no point continuing. but if you think thing will change then hold on to it tight. dont live in regret. stay if only he can make you happy or if that is what you are looking for. :) Tuesday, October 18, 2011 POL-ITE 2011 Had friendly games against sengkang girls on monday. we drew it. 1-1. better than before. had friendly today with crescent girls. their stamina are much more better than us. they really can run. but we lost it. 2-0. coach say cos they are more experience thats why. but he thinks that we are ready for the games. i am just scared and feel unprepared. but i know i shouldnt doubt what coach say. but are we really prepared for it? the first game starts this friday. less than 48 hour! hope we can really do this together. and this is my last year. i really want to make it count. :) hope everything will be fine. my back are really aching. is like it's gonna break into half anytime. and my right calve is in pain. cos kena hit just now. as usual went to eat dinner with robin. :) all the laughing and all. i wonder if after we graduate will we still be able to meet him up? Sunday, October 16, 2011 tau huey had tau huey today again. :) its been like the every week thing. hahaha. we were talking about if we eat every week over a period of time, will our skin become smooth smooth. ahhahhha. :) sengie and clemence cant join us. :) hope tmr we can get our food. :) maybe if singapore is bigger and there are places that we can explore. maybe wewont be eating tua huey every week. hahaha. but its nice. so i dont mind. :) there is school and test tmr. wish me luck. better be easy. if not i am dead. and there is friendly game tmr too.:) looking forward to it. see if we are ready for pol-ite. :) excited- hockey girls day camp. Hockey Girls Day Camp-15th oct 2011 Firstly i want to thank all the girls who turned up for this day camp thing. Cause without you all this wont be successful. And thanks to dian seng for the support given. and letting us do whatever we want. This is the start of the day. Suppose to start at 10am sharp. but people came in late and all. was a bit up set at first. so we started off with lessons. hope now can understand better and put personal feelings aside. :) then we had lunch. ainey's mum help to prepare the food. thank s to her for making our lifes easier. :) save us all the trouble. then we had bonding games: this was the paper plate. so kok, mat and i was preparing the plates and the pens. then after that we are all ready for some other games. so we changed to proper attire before heading to the sports com. ifah and i getting ready. :) played dog and bones and charades. really hope through all this game they can bond with each other. then robin came to sports com to find us. then we head back to our meeting room. played pictionary. passing the whiteboard marker to coach so he could draw. he was saying i cant draw i cant draw. hhahaa. he didnt know how to draw. he scratching his head. he said how to draw?! so hard?! but before he even stand up he said got black marker? hahahhaa. me and ifah was laughing like hell. cos tje word given is draw kokila. hahahahahah. coach and i. :) he was eating the popcorn chicken. hahaha. sihui say he look damn handsome like this. hahahha. is good to see everyone participating and enjoying thmselves. :) <3 then it was dinner time. we called for domino pizza. total $160. and dian seng said is on him. where to find such advisor sia. really cannot let him down sia. a group photo to end the day. :) more photo will be up soon. :) Friday, October 14, 2011 a random weekend at my house taken last week at my house. :) nice right? they say my house got the vintage feel. :) sengie like my bedroom wall. cause its orange in colour.:) WISHED YOU WERE HERE: FALL TO PIECES: 1ST TAKE: sengie came in too early. 2ND ATTEMPT: MY HAPPY ENDING: 1ST ATTEMPT: THE PAPER FLEW AWAY. DECIDED TO RETAKE,2ND ATTEMPT: BUT SHE CANT STOP LAUGHING. (HAHAHAHHA) 3RD ATTEMPT: INSIST ON DONT LOOK AT HER. BUT NEED COORDINATE. 4TH ATTEMPT:BECAUSE SHE BEG FOR ANOTHER RETAKE. STILL LAUGHING BECAUSE SHE SAY SHE SHY. 5TH ATTEMPT: DIDNT LOOK AT HER. BLAME ON THE PAPER. BUT FAILED. COS SHE FORGOT THE LAST PART. RANDOM VIDEO: I DIDNT EVEN KNOW SIHUI WAS TAKING. I STILL TALK LIKE SOME IDIOT. HAHAHAHA SCARING SENGIE OUT OF HER LIFE. BUT FAILED. :( AND HER SECRET IS OUT!!!! DONT KNOW IF HE HEARD HIS NAME. SHY SENGIE. AND IF YOU DO HEAR YOUR NAME DONT SMILE TO YOURSELF. HAHAHAHA. FUNNY RIGHT? THIS IS A GOOD WEEKEND SPENT. :) LOVE IT:) screaming silently All those pretending, leaves my heart bleeding. I've got nothing from all those blind-siding. my heart is aching and my eyes are tearing. i am crying from all those feelings. -copyright- welcome to my life behind every girls favorite song is an untold story. the song playing on my iPod now on repeat is welcome to my life-simple plan. No one understand why they hear it on repeat and not get bored over it. As i am listening to it right now. warm tears just rolled down. uncontrollable. don't know why. Thursday, October 13, 2011 TRUST I guessed i have been a fool for all this while. believing in everything you said. Now i don't know whats true and whats not. I am starting to doubt. and i hate it. That awkward moments. No one can ever understand my feeling. I really don't know how to feel anymore. overdue videos. these videos were shot before the divison 4 league ends. hahaha. damn funny. the first part of the hockers. back then i didnt know how to share videos from facebook. but now i know. thanks to sengie for teaching. and now i know there is different between the compose and edit html. all along i thought my blogger got problem. hahahahah. here comes the HOCKERS CONCERT part #2 so the league ends here. and i kinda miss the time we spend together. its always so fun. all the nonsense shared and games played. :) more to come. because there are still a few that i havent upload. but that had nothing to do with the hockers already. its just us,girls. :) so true! so now you guys get it? Wednesday, October 12, 2011 great minds think a like. try reading this. i totally can. can you? Tuesday, October 11, 2011 pain all i know is the truth hurts. the reality hurts. what i see hurts. what i sense hurts. what i feel hurts my wrist hurts. my knee hurts. now my heart hurts. everything just hurts a little. maybe, just maybe. one day i wont be able to feel anymore because the pain is too strong that i lost the ability to feel. maybe and just maybe. til then i will walk out, of that vision, that journey, that photo, that dream, that path, not turning my head and never look back. when? as simple as this. when? can you tell me? sushi buffet,movie and frolick! Met cheryl for sushi buffet. been craving for sushi! and finally i get to eat them today. we ate a lot today. then huiqin joined us after that. stories that cheryl mentioned are so funny. :) had a great time. pictures of sushi will be up soon! last min decide to watch movie. so we watched ABDUCTION! huiqin was damn excited! the plot was nice. huiqin was like oh no they hold hands and all. so funny. then we had FROLICK! every tuesday is one-for-one. :) damn happy. but the service sucks ah. their attitude sucks big time!!!!! angry max! i ate yogurt soup instead of frozen yogurt! but its ok. all were good. tmr still got school. and cant wait for training! still no phone. :( Monday, October 10, 2011 start of the week. yah. so today is Monday. start of a new week. its raining damn heavily now. hope later in the evening it will be fine. i don't want my training to be cancelled. eating tau huey for breakfast. :) the Indonesian style. buffet tmr with the hockey girls again and then frolick for dessert! the rate we are going maybe can forget about running. ahhahahhaha.:) just joking. the more we need to run!!!!! i just bang myself in the wall. cos of my stupid brother. not out of carelessness or he pushed me. cos we just had a fight, and i was so angry. i dont know why i am like this. dont know if i am crazy. but he sure is one fucked up kid!!!!! ASSHOLE! and now my hand hurts like shit!!! regret doing that. so stupid!!!! omg! now my hand a bit swollen.:( god bless me. what a good start of a week.:( Meatball :) and yup. this is meatball. i forgot to blog about her. hahahha. :) she is damn cute. my friend found her at the coolwerkz factory. so they brought back to school. in the end san sin keeping it. :) we call her meatball cos she got a m on her forehead. hahahahahah. :) i think the name damn cute eh. but everybody go HUH?! why call her that. so funny. huiqin they all say meatball like me. very playful and stubborn. hahahhaa. cos she will refuse to let go of the towel that she is biting. then she will whine and whine and whine. hahhahahha. Sunday, October 9, 2011 talk cock, sing song, we the best! So met up with cheryl, sihui,huiqin and fiona. hahaha. had so much fun. at domino pizza at kovan. because i was craving for tau huey!! :) cheryl say she thought only america got domino pizza. epic shit!! had lots of fun and laughter when you hang out with bimbo like them. :) you can just laugh and laugh and laugh. we ate alot. then we head for tauhuey. but then only got warm tau huey. sianzzz. but we still order them. eat the clemence's way. i have to agree that it really taste nicer! hahahah. then last min decide to come my house and talk cock sing song. s played abit of guitar only. then we play truth and truth. :) damn funny. had hell lots of fun. gonna do this soon again. :) time really flies when you are with fun people. so it was late then they headed home. i need a phone!!!!! seriously. ok thats for this week. hope next week will be better. and no more mood swing! be prepared when the time comes. one more week before the battles starts. good luck til then. good night for now :) ENJOY WEEKEND Saturday and sunday is the only time that i dont need to wake up so early. and i can do whatever i like and i want. hhahhaha. i am so gonna eat tau huey later. with cheryl, fiona and huiqin. the rest not sure yet. HOCKEY PEOPLE ROCKS!!!! Saturday, October 8, 2011 the awesomes. thanks for coming over to my house and making me feel less sianzzzzz. :) and that heel is damn damn damn PRETTY!!!!!!! love you all <3<3 tmr tau huey again? who wanna go? me and cheryl set. asking fiona. anyone wanna come? just fb message me or twitter. thank you very much!! cos i now no phone to use. sad kidzzzz is me! :( are we ready? When i was about to leave my house for training yesterday, it started raining. then my mood go down,down,down,down into the toilet bowl. hias. i was so scared that the training will be cancelled or what. but luckily never.:) we wait til 7.15pm. then we headed to the pitch. when i saw the number of people who turn up yesterday i was sad. asking myself if our team is really ready for the competition. i felt so not ready at all. and its useless to go for competition. feel like just wanna give up. but my thoughts changed when we were doing the last drill. :) cos i felt the chemistry, between the four of us. It's like don't need to speak so much and you know where the person is running to. and its the place you wanna them to run to. the type of feeling is damn SHIOK! HAHAHHAHAH.:) feel much better after that. NO PAIN , NO GAIN. GIVE YOUR 200%! After training we went to eat dinner. But this time without robin. Cos he need to buy food back for his wife:) so the four of us went to have dinner at mac. when on the way there sihui scare us again. :( me and sengie almost die of heart attack. hahahah. then the both of us sweat like mad. found a toy at mac. then we played.! :) life without phone is good, but sometimes bad. :( i cant tweet when i feel like. friends can't contact me when they want to. want to go out also difficult. cos they can't contact me!! :( but i want that phone to come alive!!!!!!!!!!! that stupid phone. Friday, October 7, 2011 phone dead. yup! my phone is dead. so i am now as good as living on a island by myself. hhahaahhaha. no one can reach me. maybe can leave a message on twitter or fb. i doubt anyone will find me also. die of loneliness. m-o-o-d I don't know why this few days my mood is just so down the hill. is like i don't feel like doing anything. like so sianzzzzzzz. :( i don't know if i am feeling the pressure that pol-ite is coming and i feel so not ready about it or because is post period symptom that i am PMS-ing or is it something else? I DON'T KNOW!!! someone please enlightened me. maybe after a while i will be okay. Thursday, October 6, 2011 one week just one week. but within this one week a lot had happened. Everything is back to normal. Just like before. Though everything is back to normal. Things didnt really improve. Attendance is still a problem. not everyone is turning up. i dont know when will everyone think as a team. and work as a team. pol-ite is just round the corner. i dont know when will everyone really wake up and look at where we really stand. dont just because you are going out to enjoy with friends or because you are tired and you need a break. all this is unacceptable. because pol-ite is just few days away. if we dont train hard now, then when? when everything is over? when the last whistle is blown? and you can do nothing about it? you know the kind of feeling? i bet you dont. because you are not as hungry as i am. i dying to get something different this tear. nt just bronze. because it really mean a lot to me. this is my last year. and i really wish it counts. and my last year playing as a team with all of you. at least its a time to repay robin. he just awesome. he would be disappointed if we dont get anything. i dont wanna cry after the match. this is not the ending i want. despite telling everyone to come, but still people are still not turning up. i can see some are trying but some just choose not to. discipline, passion and attitude. do you know whats that? how much do you have? please just treat every training like it is the last. listen to robin and not play a fool. please run like there is no tomorrow. defend like it is your life. i am glad some are doing it and trying to. i just want to say thank you very much. your effort is appreciated. :) i just hope i wont get disheartened so fast. i need to be strong. i dont wanna give up. i wish you havent. and i wish i wont.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay