I am sick!

i think i am sick..and i cant recover..
unless i get the right medication..
but there is only one medication for
my new disease..everybody have different
symptoms..but i think i will never get that
medication i need..so now i need to wait
for my body to mutate..so i can be cure
with the new medicine..but i dont know
where and when i will find my medicine..
this time i am really sick..:(